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The
winter of the spiritual life is upon you. You may find yourself
entangled in a situation to whose implications you are, in effect,
blind. You may be powerless to do anything except sumbit, surrender,
even sacrifice some long-cherished desire. Be patient, for this
is the period of gestation that precedes rebirth.
Positive accomplishment
is unlikely now. There is a freeze on useful activity, all your
plans are on hold. You may be experiencing an unaccustomed drain
on your energy and wonder why: a chill wind is reaching you
over the ice floes of old, outmoded habits.
Holding on
can result in shallowness of feeling, a sense of being out of
touch with life. Seek to discover what it is you are holding
on to that perpetuates this condition, and let it go. Shed,
release, cleanse away the old. Doing so will bring on the thaw.
Usually Isa
requires a sacrifice of the personal. At such a time, you cannot
hope to rely on help or friendly support. There is, however,
no reason for anxiety. Submit and be still, for what you are
experiencing is not necessarily the result of your actions or
even your habits, but rather arises from conditions about which
you can do nothing. What has been full must empty, what has
increased must decrease. This is the way of Heaven and Earth.
To surrender is to display courage and wisdom.
And yet there
is another face to Standstill. Just as winter is a
time for going within, receiving Isa can introduce
a period of restoration and renewal at the deepest level. In
your solitude, remain mindful that the seed of the new is present
in the shell of the old, the seed of unrealized potential, the
seed of the good. Trust your own process and watch for signs
of spring.
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